Thursday, December 3, 2009

Platform of The Eternal Realm

Failing to breathe,
Falling so fast,
A life long journey
Of perspiration
Of tearful despair
Came to a halt...
You're at your Prime

Wandering across the hallway
Occasionally interjected by
Insouciant applause
Barren promises...
Aggravation, insecurity
Are your escorts
Toward the end of the line

Take a pause,
There's no turning back...

Do not lose sight
Do not lose heart
Greater the pain
The greater the change

" Take My yoke upon you,
For My yoke is easy and My burden is light..."
matthew 11

When you step up onto that Platform,
Remember Me.

Sometimes, the hardest thing is to just let go and let God take control. You can have no defense for all your fears and doubts, it is just to simply surrender. To stand up for a difference, to take that stage, will always require you to be selfless and alone. No one can do it for you. No matter how much your heart aches that it compresses the body, soul and mind entirely, you cannot give up. You can't give up your authority, your love and hope, your salvation.

" This battle, is not for you
You're not alone...
Victory is at hand "

Monday, September 7, 2009

Because You Ask Me To

I went up to the mountain
Because You asked me to
Up over the clouds
To where the sky was blue

I could see all around me

Sometimes I feel like
I've never been nothing but tired
And I'll be walking
Till the day I expire
Sometimes I lay down
No more can I do

But then I go on again
Because You ask me to

Some days I look down
Afraid I will fall
And though the sun shines
I see nothing at all

Then I hear Your sweet voice, oh
Oh, come and then go, come and then go
Telling me softly
You love me so

The peaceful valley
Just over the mountain
The peaceful valley
Few come to know

I may never get there
Ever in this lifetime

But sooner or later
It's there I will go
Sooner or later
It's there I will go

Monday, August 24, 2009


Weariness upon worries,
I can see the world through your eyes;

Exhaustion upon sorrow,
I share the same pain in your breath;

So many words, so little time
It's the best you can give, you said
Yet it is limited.

Toil and learn,
Cut and burnt,
More than i can ever conceive
Yet, it is limited.

Smiles and laughter,
Sadness and tears,
But what caught my attention
The grieving lines on your face

Day after day,
Even with eternity in our hearts
A certain length of life
Will finally catch up with us.

Because it is all too short,
Too meaningless,
All is limited.

" Just remember, Papa always love you k "
" Don't be naughty, behave yourself "
" ...I'm always trying to be a good one "

" BIG smiles aight everyone..."

"one more one more!..."

" Make a wish daddy..."

" Dad's 49th birthday earlier this year...
Wasn't the best from us
Which reminds me,
That time is not gonna wait for me to decide"

It's only limited without love, and such love can only be found when there are no conditions applied, no endless expectations of a reward, only a choice to make and give with a willing heart.

And God is such Love

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

The Human Mind

It's drizzling by the sidewalk
The chills wrapped up between my toes
Hear the breeze stutter across
The mind changes like the weather

Steady lights, appearing to emanate
No wonder the lonely stars, 
Only by night, reflecting on themselves
The effulgent source of energy
Just when you think that hope is all you need
And love is the air you breathe
The mind changes like the weather

Under the rain clouds, beneath the shelter
It is only safe 
When the heart and head is in synch

Stroll along the sidewalk, uphill
Across the field, over deep puddles
Watching over these careful steps

The wretched rock, 
The dampened sod,
The birds upon their return,
The fallen leaves,
The limbs and twigs,
The various species inhabiting below the soil,
Every heartbeat fencing around me
It is not always lonely to be alone 

" Make Your way plain for me to see "
Psalm 5

I know so...
Because my mind changes like the weather

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I Don't Want It Anymore

Why Appreciation,
Only when distance steps in between

Colliding instincts;
How ironic,
The pinch isn't your main interest

Taken aback;
Contradicting itself
Your 'love'...

The pinch isn't your main interest

Slightest of all pressure
Ends deepest inside
A tool,
A tongue;

Check this brilliant insight
To love,
A tongue
To fool,
A tongue

It is all the same

No place for a standing
Trust will remain absent
No place for a staying
Trust will remain ...

Behind closed doors...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Myself Inside Myself...

Heavy lashes lie down along those lids
Streams over vision;
As how it weighs upon the heart
As how it suppresses the flow

Strings inside screeches
As these bloody nails
Seeking place in between those puzzled nerves
Tearing Skin apart

You can't tell me what to do now, can you?!

You should just go down and make yourself comfortable!!

That's how your kin felt about you...
That's how much he wanted It...

Let Conscious turn upside down,
Let the flames toy it inside out,
To spill...

In your faint cry
Torment, pleaded to be released

Was it worth it all...
Was the echo of regret, worth it all...


Looking down,
Bitter in the head...

Get up... Get up...

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Live The Let-Go Life

Walls of Mandate,
My eyes cast down forever,
Unwhole; Despite
The fact that I'm standing 

Created Entities,
Powerless and vain;
Hope, yet, 
Lies in redemption

Knowing your very essence
Drained in Disease and Poverty,
Self righteousness declared
No more than just 'filthy sanitary napkins'

Simply, Faithly -
Entire course of Chronic
Be it fate,
Be it a state of mind, Transformed;
Reached out to touch

Isaiah 61:10 
" ... Garment of Salvation... 
... Robe of Righteousness..."

When we reserve ourselves,
He preserves us...

When we die to ourselves,
He lives in us...