EVe's

Platform of The Eternal Realm

2009-12-03T00:00:00.007+08:00

Failing to breathe,

Falling so fast,

A life long journey

Of perspiration

Of tearful despair

Came to a halt...

You're at your Prime

Wandering across the hallway

Occasionally interjected by

Insouciant applause

Barren promises...

Aggravation, insecurity

Are your escorts

Toward the end of the line

Take a pause,

There's no turning back...

Do not lose sight

Do not lose heart

Greater the pain

The greater the change

" Take My yoke upon you,

For My yoke is easy and My burden is light..."

matthew 11

When you step up onto that Platform,

Remember Me.

Sometimes, the hardest thing is to just let go and let God take control. You can have no defense for all your fears and doubts, it is just to simply surrender. To stand up for a difference, to take that stage, will always require you to be selfless and alone. No one can do it for you. No matter how much your heart aches that it compresses the body, soul and mind entirely, you cannot give up. You can't give up your authority, your love and hope, your salvation.

" This battle, is not for you

You're not alone...

Victory is at hand "

Because You Ask Me To

2009-09-07T03:12:00.001+08:00

I went up to the mountain

Because You asked me to

Up over the clouds

To where the sky was blue

I could see all around me

Everywhere

Sometimes I feel like

I've never been nothing but tired

And I'll be walking

Till the day I expire

Sometimes I lay down

No more can I do

But then I go on again

Because You ask me to

Some days I look down

Afraid I will fall

And though the sun shines

I see nothing at all

Then I hear Your sweet voice, oh

Oh, come and then go, come and then go

Telling me softly

You love me so

The peaceful valley

Just over the mountain

The peaceful valley

Few come to know

I may never get there

Ever in this lifetime

But sooner or later

It's there I will go

Sooner or later

It's there I will go

Limit

2009-08-24T21:31:00.004+08:00

Weariness upon worries,

I can see the world through your eyes;

Exhaustion upon sorrow,

I share the same pain in your breath;

So many words, so little time

It's the best you can give, you said

Yet it is limited.

Toil and learn,

Cut and burnt,

More than i can ever conceive

Yet, it is limited.

Smiles and laughter,

Sadness and tears,

But what caught my attention

The grieving lines on your face

Day after day,

Even with eternity in our hearts

A certain length of life

Will finally catch up with us.

Because it is all too short,

Too meaningless,

Empty,

All is limited.

" Just remember, Papa always love you k "

" Don't be naughty, behave yourself "

" ...I'm always trying to be a good one "

" BIG smiles aight everyone..."

"one more one more!..."

" Make a wish daddy..."

" Dad's 49th birthday earlier this year...

Wasn't the best from us

Which reminds me,

That time is not gonna wait for me to decide"

It's only limited without love, and such love can only be found when there are no conditions applied, no endless expectations of a reward, only a choice to make and give with a willing heart.

And God is such Love ♥

The Human Mind

2009-08-05T13:32:00.001+08:00

It's drizzling by the sidewalk

The chills wrapped up between my toes

Hear the breeze stutter across

The mind changes like the weather

Steady lights, appearing to emanate

No wonder the lonely stars,

Only by night, reflecting on themselves

The effulgent source of energy

Just when you think that hope is all you need

And love is the air you breathe

The mind changes like the weather

Under the rain clouds, beneath the shelter

It is only safe

When the heart and head is in synch

Stroll along the sidewalk, uphill

Across the field, over deep puddles

Watching over these careful steps

The wretched rock,

The dampened sod,

The birds upon their return,

The fallen leaves,

The limbs and twigs,

The various species inhabiting below the soil,

Every heartbeat fencing around me

It is not always lonely to be alone

" Make Your way plain for me to see "

Psalm 5

I know so...

Because my mind changes like the weather

I Don't Want It Anymore

2009-02-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Why Appreciation,

Only when distance steps in between

Colliding instincts;

How ironic,

The pinch isn't your main interest

Taken aback;

Contradicting itself

Yourself

Your 'love'...

The pinch isn't your main interest

Slightest of all pressure

Ends deepest inside

A tool,

A tongue;

Check this brilliant insight

To love,

A tongue

To fool,

A tongue

It is all the same

No place for a standing

Trust will remain absent

No place for a staying

Trust will remain ...

Behind closed doors...

Myself Inside Myself...

2009-02-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

Heavy lashes lie down along those lids

Streams over vision;

As how it weighs upon the heart

As how it suppresses the flow

Strings inside screeches

As these bloody nails

Seeking place in between those puzzled nerves

Tearing Skin apart

You can't tell me what to do now, can you?!

You should just go down and make yourself comfortable!!

That's how your kin felt about you...

That's how much he wanted It...

Let Conscious turn upside down,

Let the flames toy it inside out,

To spill...

In your faint cry

Torment, pleaded to be released

Was it worth it all...

Was the echo of regret, worth it all...

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Looking down,

Bitter in the head...

Get up... Get up...

Live The Let-Go Life

2009-01-25T17:07:00.000+08:00

Walls of Mandate,

My eyes cast down forever,

Unwhole; Despite

The fact that I'm standing

Created Entities,

Powerless and vain;

Hope, yet,

Lies in redemption

Knowing your very essence

Drained in Disease and Poverty,

Self righteousness declared

No more than just 'filthy sanitary napkins'

Simply, Faithly -

Entire course of Chronic

Be it fate,

Be it a state of mind, Transformed;

Reached out to touch

Isaiah 61:10

" ... Garment of Salvation...

... Robe of Righteousness..."

When we reserve ourselves,

He preserves us...

When we die to ourselves,

He lives in us...

2008-12-30T15:02:00.000+08:00

Shifting, from nerve to nerve

Finally relieved from the war

In between tensions and tendons

Pain and reality.

aaa

Chattering in a monologue,

The mind and soul

Fear in the breeze of silence;

Emotions kept in suspense

aaa

Numb at the tip of tongue

Sends to shake and shiver

Simple words blurt out,

Plead to cry; Cry to plead,

aaa

It is all just a mess...

aaa

" I'm wondering if you feel the same way i do to you..."

aaa

" It's been a while."

aaa

" I miss you."

aaa

Double-faced,

Spoke of forgetting the past

Saved by the Reason,

An independent choice.

Like Brother, Like Sister

2008-11-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

"Lets try to smile showin our teeth la, see how we look like..."

"i wan cool cool wan ah..."

"wait wait let me try this angle..."

"People say we look alike..."

"hey i didnt know we make good cam-whore partners, =D "

"I'll choose to love rather than hate him"

"My brother la..."

Disciple - Southern Hospitality

2008-11-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

Band : Disciple

Album : Southern Hospitality

1. Southern Hospitality

2. Romance Me

3. 321

4. Whisper So Loud
5. Whatever Reason

6. Phoenix Rising

7. Liar

8. Falling Star

9. Right There

10. On My Way Down

11. Lay My Burdens

12. Savior

Direct Link to playlist:
http://www.imeem.com/people/c7yROjp/playlist/eaTOLrSt/disciple_southern_hospitality_music_playlist/

Hope y'all enjoy christian rock bands as much as i'm starting to now =)

Getting Up After Falling

2008-11-23T15:49:00.000+08:00

Heart throbbing,

Weighs heavily under those eyes

The cares; Uncertain, painfully unknown.

If only to control was in our hands,

Even so, we so much would fail altogether.

Wound after wound,

Nothing we felt as it opens in width...

Downwards spiraling;

Pulling the brakes is as good as breaking

Legs and ligaments,

Bleeding is by force not an option.

To cry?

Better off the burns and pounding,

Choked up in tears,

No more glory;

If only to choose, was in our hands,

And it is so, we can choose.

"The Lord begets me, as Abraham begot Isaac"

Destitute...

That's where we always find ourselves standing

When we fall down.

Who do you turn to?

Weary...

2008-11-23T08:27:00.000+08:00

Staring onto vacant thoughts,
When every step taken,
Knew it deep inside,
She understood...
It was way too hard.

Strength,
Hope,
Make believed...
Will power, too far off,
Beyond her limits.
Deadweight, pondering over the shoulders...
Saddled on the back...

Liberty?
Unchained?
Just to be free,
To escape,...
All these must be left untouched...

Maybe, its a choice.
Or definitely, it is... A choice.

I'm A Mute

2008-11-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

A vast field of daisies,

Or an auditorium of The Deaf,

Who can see one point

Where expression makes any sense at all

Spread out your leaves,

Lend me your ears,

A mute has no such right

And to bear alone, is such right

Undeserving.

Listen, dont listen...

Back and forth

In search of Red,

Of Blood,

Of Life.

Endless purity,

Take me by hand, no...

By my vein.

There's no one on soil can i find common mind, or passion.